Monday, May 5, 2008

pathetic blog. do not read.

ARE YOU SERIOUS?

I JUST WROTE AN ENTIRE BLOG AND FREAKEN DELETED IT! i am going to cry. seriously. i was just up to the part where i say i am having a shit evening. i swore even, that's how bad. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHH
but i feel i must update my avid readers. bullet point form?
Monday - 5 lab reports, in, good.
- 2am finish in computer lab working on comp game
Tuesday - 2 am finish in computer lab again
Wedneday - 5am finish in computer lab
Thursday - 3 hours sleep, catch bus to auckland
- see stell in her graduation gown and cap - yay! so proud of her! really made me think about how admirable it is to have a degree. yes you ashley.
- see mark and blake, mark graduating too. blake = loser like me.
- 15 mins sleep. hurray!
- off to stella's grad dinner at thai restaurant
- wine
- bed at midnight
Friday - awaken. catch ride to hamilton
- write report quickly
- give presentation on computer game
- spend 2 hours sorting leaves, bark, and wood from bags of mulched up tree. hurray. i love studying environmental engineering. This involved peeling sticks with a knife. that was pretty cool actually.
Saturday - shopping with alice
- hanging out with nolan
Sunday - tidy room - epic as. ie: desk still not done.
Monday - another day i was determined to make great. walk to school, and stayed, working, until 5pm. Got home, cooked dinner, wine, was great, until depression set in. got real lonely, had a bit of a bitch about everything, realised i was being a dork, and went back to just being lonely. wrote some poems - not really about being lonely, but oh well.
So the evening has turned out poo. I am sick of being single. 3 and a half years is too long. Where are all my boyfriends? where? Apply within.
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